At my current job... Well my past 3 jobs actually. I am surrounded with people loosing loved ones. It's really hard to imagine loosing someone like a signifigant other that you've had for 60 plus years. Or a child, or a mother, or a father. I'm finding that I need to keep reminding myself that the people that I enjoy seeing, thye ones that come in all the time, are here for a reason. More and more I find are no longer coming in... Its really sad. I wish i could say that I knew they were in a better place. But no one knows for sure. Death is and always will be scary. So there.

On a happier note, I'm still smitten. <3
I'm still no longer a smoker.
I still don't eat meat.
I'm exercising more.
I'm a happy lady.

I will say though I have been having a harder and harder time dealing with people in my life being drug addict dirt bags. I have no tolerance for them and have been doing a good job removing them from my life. The one that I forgave, (yet again) that lives with me, is back again. Weakness prevails. Apparently her daughter, mother, father, sisters, brother, friends, life, doesn't really matter to her. I don't understand, and never will. I don't think I can forgive her again, and she's just going to have to deal with it.

Addiction is a weakness, not a disability. Get off your ass and take care of your self. And remember that drug addiction doesn't only effect you, it affects EVERYONE that cares about you, or in this case that you have to, well should be caring for. Nuff said.