Right before the holidays hit I was feeling a little lonely. I wasn't too unhappy seeing as I'm very particular about people now after what I've gone through with my ex, but still a little lonely. Then go figure, I met this boy! where you ask... of all places a bar. Ugh BUT turns out he isn't a usual bar goer and was just out for a night with his friends to celebrate Jason's newest job on the fire dept. (Kudos buddy!) The best part is the reason I met him was because the friends he was with are also mine, and convinced me to stay! Its been going to so well! He's is definitely a lot different then I am, but its working so far. He's the type of person to push you to go for what you want and really seems to have his life in order. I'm jealous of him in that aspect and used to feel very intimidated,but now I just feel compelled to do more with my own life. He is subliminally making me ambitious. So far with him there is no signs of any problems or things that bother me. I'm hoping he feels the same way, because every time I'm with him I feel happy. Not hollow like I used to with other folk.
I wish I could explain to you how much this simply meeting some one good means to me. I had started to feel as if the majority of goodness and general humanity that people once had was gone almost altogether. Not with him though! I'm glad that we hit it off and everything, and I'm not just blabbing because of this fact, but I truly am happy that there are people that still care about things and have morals or dreams to follow and plans to achieve them. Its nice to see that, as a reminder. That no matter how dark the world can seem, or cruel people can be. There will always be some one, some where fighting with true passion in their hearts to be good and honest and noble. Maybe not in ways that you would go about it, or doing things that you are more apt to gravitate towards but in a positive direction none the less. To make a good change, or simply to be a good person. These things may seem trivial to you or nonsense to most but these are things that really are important. Simple, but in actuality a true test of character. Don't get me wrong I feel very lucky that we both have feeling for each other, (plus I get smooches!!) But if nothing works out in the long run, which I'm hoping isn't true, I can honestly say that jsut simply meeting him has made a difference in my life. For the better too!
Whoa, Dood? I'm a wicked sap...
Until next time...
renee
I wish I could explain to you how much this simply meeting some one good means to me. I had started to feel as if the majority of goodness and general humanity that people once had was gone almost altogether. Not with him though! I'm glad that we hit it off and everything, and I'm not just blabbing because of this fact, but I truly am happy that there are people that still care about things and have morals or dreams to follow and plans to achieve them. Its nice to see that, as a reminder. That no matter how dark the world can seem, or cruel people can be. There will always be some one, some where fighting with true passion in their hearts to be good and honest and noble. Maybe not in ways that you would go about it, or doing things that you are more apt to gravitate towards but in a positive direction none the less. To make a good change, or simply to be a good person. These things may seem trivial to you or nonsense to most but these are things that really are important. Simple, but in actuality a true test of character. Don't get me wrong I feel very lucky that we both have feeling for each other, (plus I get smooches!!) But if nothing works out in the long run, which I'm hoping isn't true, I can honestly say that jsut simply meeting him has made a difference in my life. For the better too!
Whoa, Dood? I'm a wicked sap...
Until next time...
renee
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